Last summer, I begged my parents for a new laptop. I did this because the one I already had on my desk, a setup that some on this planet could only dream of, had terrible plastic build quality and would spit out another random screw every month onto my desk. Touching the built-in display was risky, as inadvertently nudging the display connector along with the display itself could make it start displaying garbled data on the screen. The "laptop" part of the machine was basically invalid, and the battery lasted 30 minutes on a good day before the hinge went out the window anyway.
It also had only 8 GB of RAM -- and given that I use Windows 11, it was a very suboptimal experience, even when just opening Google Docs to do homework. But after things were loaded up and the kernel had figured out what to keep in RAM and what not, it performed flawlessly. There was a dedicated GPU, albeit with small VRAM, but it was still a dedicated GPU that could run Minecraft with shaders, something that me from a few years past could only dream of playing. I also had absolutely no problems with CPU performance. The SSD still had a few years left in it.
But for some reason I still thought that I needed a new laptop. I'll be a college student soon and needed a machine that I could pick up and take anywhere, which would've been risky with the old one, but still doable if I was patient. And this new machine, I absolutely made sure to future-proof it to hell and back. I installed a 1200 TBW 2TB SSD to ensure that I wouldn't have to worry about SSD wear or capacity no matter what kind of workflows I'd end up building. I installed 48 GB of RAM to ensure that the raw potential of the machine wouldn't degrade for a long, long time. And after spending so much money on the RAM and SSD, I had to cut back on the actual specs: no dedicated GPU this time, and only a low-power 15 W 13th generation Intel Core i5 for a CPU and integrated GPU. The machine also only has 1 SODIMM slot. The single-channel nature of my RAM makes the iGPU performance even "worse", but for my purposes it's frankly fine--I regularly hit 60fps or more in Minecraft Java Edition, and even games with heavy graphics like Asphalt Legends run at an acceptable frame rate with some settings dialed down and others set to absolute max. I didn't even buy this machine for gaming--it's meant to facilitate a heavy CS/development workload, which simply does not need a beefy GPU.
This machine is fine for me, and at the moment, it would be foolish to splurge another couple grand to get something with better specs on paper and slightly better experiences in gaming and very occasionally rendering something ugly in Blender. But looking at all the tech news happening these days, browsing GPUs on Notebookcheck, and seeing the hype around Apple's new M5 chips, Intel's new Panther Lake chips, and the absolutely mind boggling power of modern mobile dedicated GPUs and imagining all my games and some more running at frame rates I haven't seen in a long time, I can't help but think that if I had more money to waste, I would instantly abandon my still-new machine and keep up with the times, even though I strictly don't need to. I don't even game that often, I barely have the time! (And when I last tried to boot up the old machine for one last play of some shader'd minecraft, a very nasty noise came from near the display and it would not turn on again. I still haven't disposed of it purely due to the emotional value--I'll keep it around for old times' sake, perhaps frame the motherboard someday. That laptop lasted me a good 5 years.)
I know myself well enough at this point to know when I'm being greedy. And I can confidently say this desire for new hardware feels like greed. And frankly it feels kind of terrible, knowing that there are millions of would-be PC enthusiasts around the globe who just don't have the same level of access to purchasing hardware because of their government's import laws or because hardware prices relative to their income is insane. Why should I get to have multiple for no justifiable reason while others must deal with one bad machine, or none?
And I just know that this greedy way of thinking of mine will be a problem when I get access to adult money and adult freedom. So how does one develop the level of self-control needed to avoid buying unnecessary things they know they don't need? In the interest of helping the environment and my wallet I would like to refrain from buying a new machine until either this new one physically stops working and becomes unrepairable or I somehow find myself in a situation in which I absolutely need a second high-end computer to get something done. I know that I'm good for the next, like, 15 years if I don't decide to suddenly get into game development or 3D animation. Advice appreciated.
It also had only 8 GB of RAM -- and given that I use Windows 11, it was a very suboptimal experience, even when just opening Google Docs to do homework. But after things were loaded up and the kernel had figured out what to keep in RAM and what not, it performed flawlessly. There was a dedicated GPU, albeit with small VRAM, but it was still a dedicated GPU that could run Minecraft with shaders, something that me from a few years past could only dream of playing. I also had absolutely no problems with CPU performance. The SSD still had a few years left in it.
But for some reason I still thought that I needed a new laptop. I'll be a college student soon and needed a machine that I could pick up and take anywhere, which would've been risky with the old one, but still doable if I was patient. And this new machine, I absolutely made sure to future-proof it to hell and back. I installed a 1200 TBW 2TB SSD to ensure that I wouldn't have to worry about SSD wear or capacity no matter what kind of workflows I'd end up building. I installed 48 GB of RAM to ensure that the raw potential of the machine wouldn't degrade for a long, long time. And after spending so much money on the RAM and SSD, I had to cut back on the actual specs: no dedicated GPU this time, and only a low-power 15 W 13th generation Intel Core i5 for a CPU and integrated GPU. The machine also only has 1 SODIMM slot. The single-channel nature of my RAM makes the iGPU performance even "worse", but for my purposes it's frankly fine--I regularly hit 60fps or more in Minecraft Java Edition, and even games with heavy graphics like Asphalt Legends run at an acceptable frame rate with some settings dialed down and others set to absolute max. I didn't even buy this machine for gaming--it's meant to facilitate a heavy CS/development workload, which simply does not need a beefy GPU.
This machine is fine for me, and at the moment, it would be foolish to splurge another couple grand to get something with better specs on paper and slightly better experiences in gaming and very occasionally rendering something ugly in Blender. But looking at all the tech news happening these days, browsing GPUs on Notebookcheck, and seeing the hype around Apple's new M5 chips, Intel's new Panther Lake chips, and the absolutely mind boggling power of modern mobile dedicated GPUs and imagining all my games and some more running at frame rates I haven't seen in a long time, I can't help but think that if I had more money to waste, I would instantly abandon my still-new machine and keep up with the times, even though I strictly don't need to. I don't even game that often, I barely have the time! (And when I last tried to boot up the old machine for one last play of some shader'd minecraft, a very nasty noise came from near the display and it would not turn on again. I still haven't disposed of it purely due to the emotional value--I'll keep it around for old times' sake, perhaps frame the motherboard someday. That laptop lasted me a good 5 years.)
I know myself well enough at this point to know when I'm being greedy. And I can confidently say this desire for new hardware feels like greed. And frankly it feels kind of terrible, knowing that there are millions of would-be PC enthusiasts around the globe who just don't have the same level of access to purchasing hardware because of their government's import laws or because hardware prices relative to their income is insane. Why should I get to have multiple for no justifiable reason while others must deal with one bad machine, or none?
And I just know that this greedy way of thinking of mine will be a problem when I get access to adult money and adult freedom. So how does one develop the level of self-control needed to avoid buying unnecessary things they know they don't need? In the interest of helping the environment and my wallet I would like to refrain from buying a new machine until either this new one physically stops working and becomes unrepairable or I somehow find myself in a situation in which I absolutely need a second high-end computer to get something done. I know that I'm good for the next, like, 15 years if I don't decide to suddenly get into game development or 3D animation. Advice appreciated.








